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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|08:37 pm] |
So I found out earlier today that my uncle only has a few months to live.
If there are any complications, that's it. He's gone.
I asked if I could have off for Thanksgiving to go visit him, my bosses said maybe. But after finding this out...fuck them. I'm going.
I don't know what to do with myself right now. I really wanted to clean up my animals and feed my snakes tonight...but I'm having problems getting off of the couch right now.
And it sucks finding this out now, I just had such a great few days. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2009|10:52 pm] |
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Sometimes I just want to run away from life. I think I'm falling back into a depression. I wish I knew why... :( |
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[Jan. 20th, 2009|07:13 pm] |
so brant is incredibly sick with this stomach virus going around. you get vomit/poo/nausea/SEVERE stomach cramps. and it's INCREDIBLY contagious. i hope i don't get it...
that's about all i have to update about. haha i'm boring! |
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[Jan. 14th, 2009|11:12 pm] |
hi!
i have a friend who is very sensitive to animals being hurt in movies. she wants to see the movie mirrors, but is worried that something may happen to an animal in the movie. (she is aware that if any animals are being hurt, they aren't being hurt in real life...it's just triggers something in her and upsets her. she loves animals.)
anyway, my question is, has anyone seen the movie? if so....do any animals die or get "hurt" in it? |
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[Apr. 1st, 2007|12:01 pm] |
i just requested information from a dog training website.
http://animalbehaviorcollege.com/index.asp
i'm not sure if i want to do this or not, i was searching the web looking how to do something in animal behavior, i didn't mean this kind of thing, but it could be interesting.
i was watching a show called growing up... on animal planet. the show documents how different animals grow up, with each show having a different animal. anyway, when i watched it, it just seemed so great to care for the animals and learn what is going on with them.
i'm not sure if this is what i'm going to want to do or not, but it won't hurt to get some information sent to the house and look through it. :)
it's scary, but i think i'm ready for a bit of a change of pace. i don't know. we'll see. |
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| this certainly goes along with my last post.... |
[Mar. 17th, 2007|06:38 pm] |
| Your Worry Factor is 70% | 
The amount you worry is definitely borderline unhealthy.
Even when things are going well, you find yourself fixating on the negatives.
Try to remember the times you've been able to let your worries go.
If you can do that again, you'll be much happier! |
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| this is so disgusting... (i made a bulletin on myspace about this) |
[Feb. 25th, 2007|01:54 pm] |
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on my way into work today, i decided to stop at a local petstore near the subway in jackson heights. i've passed it many times on the way to the train but never went in. today i saw a sign saying that they had puppies for sale so i decided to go in and look at them.
when i saw what these poor puppies were living in, my heart completely dropped. the cages were designed for guinea pigs/rabbits. and they were the smallest ones available at that. it was horrible knowing that my guinea pig has a larger home than two puppies. there was nothing on the bottom of the cages either, no toys to play with. and they looked so incredibly sad, it broke my heart looking into their eyes. they were crying nonstop staring at you, you could HEAR them begging to be let out.
the cages were at the bottom of this tiny little room along with all the other animals they had for sale. birds, feeder mice, rabbits, hamsters guinea pigs...this room was so tiny...
i spoke to the manager and he "assured me" that they were taken out of their cages and let to run around...but only in the small little room with all the other animals. when i told him that they are PUPPIES and they need SPACE to run around in, he told me that at closing, they are allowed to run around the store.
i don't know who to call or what to do with no proof that they do let the puppies out. from the look in their eyes, it really didn't look like they were happy at all. does anyone out there know who to contact to make sure that they are really being treated properly?
for anyone interested, the store is called coral aquariums inc. the phone number is (718) 429-3934. address: 7503 Roosevelt Ave
Flushing, NY 11372
EDIT so i wrote an email to the aspca, and the better business bureau about this. now i guess all i can do is wait and see what happens. i'm probably gonna take pictures of the living conditions tomorrow, if not tomorrow, than in the next 3 days. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2006|11:07 pm] |
going to a halloween party in a few hours. i haven't been invited to this one, but ryan will be there and he said i should go....we'll see how it goes i guess.
i just put the finishing touch on my costume and i hope it's not stupid. :)
i'm going as an out of control teen from the maury povich show. i just made a little blurb i was going to safetly pin to my shirt...but i lost my damn safety pin and now i don't know how i'll keep it on dammit!!
hmmm nothing else going on. i'm just trying to kill some time before i get out of work.
i think i'll go shower and wash some dishes now!
what's everyone else gonna be for halloween? i love this holiday. :) |
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| an update |
[Oct. 19th, 2006|09:20 pm] |
well things had not been going well for me last week.
they seem to be better now, but as of last week, i was worried about money, plus i had that death anniversary on sunday.
saturday i was supposed to go to usher's, (yes, the singer) birthday party, but something happened and that fell through. i had taken off work so i was kinda upset cause of my financial situation and tommy saved the night. i was kinda just wandering around manhattan, lost in my thoughts...nowhere to go really. i had bought some beer and was in a cab heading back home when tommy texted me offering to take me out to dinner. he is the best roommate ever. and so totally one of my top 3 friends.
i went home, got ready and he came and took me to this incredible italian restaraunt where he knows the owner. so we got top notch service and he only had to pay 1/2 price. this place is so freaking good. they make their own pasta and...mmm it was just fantastic and picked my spirits right up. :)
then while tommy was in the potty, ali called so tommy dropped me off by him and he came over for a bit....and it was fun. :)
on sunday i had planned to stay in my house and just hang out with mama beans, relax and try to think of the good things about mike, but tommy would not let me. he made me go out and took me bowling, (i totally won a game...woo!!) and then we saw the new texas chainsaw. which was incredibly gruesome. like...wow. my mouth was open in shock a few times during that one! haha.
it was good and i had a great time with him. :) it was really good knowing that not only tommy, but ipek and vanessa were there for me too on that day. i really do love my friends and i'm so happy that i have them in my life. i don't know what i would do without them.
i don't understand why it still feels like he just died every year, i really don't. but there's not much i can do i guess.
ummm yeah. that's really all the news there is to report. that was my little update for you guys! |
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| beth is a kinky one. |
[Sep. 24th, 2006|11:49 pm] |
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My name is Beth. I love strap ons. Big black strap ons that vibrate to the beat of your heart, upon which I will feast post-copulation. |
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| RIP |
[Jul. 20th, 2006|05:35 pm] |
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last night when i came home from having a great time at ipek's, i went to check on the guinea pigs and give them a cool down bath, and feed them.
i went to get weenie boy, and he was dead.
i don't know what happened. he was acting perfectly fine. but he was dead.
the worst thing is that he had JUST died. his body was still warm and....it was really hard to see.
i've been in a strange mood sine i discovered him. i kinda feel like my emotions are at that calm before the storm stage. though i have been really snippy since it happened. i think i'm really having a hard time dealing with this. i loved that pig so much.
i had just bought a HUGE massive pack of bedding too. at least i still have gringo.
i just grabbed him and held onto him last night and cried. i think i freaked him out a little bit.
mama beans was kinda weirdish to me too.
i don't have anything else to write. i just hope that this empty feeling leaves soon. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|08:12 pm] |
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. |
× I don't watch much TV these days. |
✓ I own lots of books. |
| × I wear glasses or contact lenses. |
✓ I love to play video games. (well...animal crossing) |
✓ I've tried marijuana. |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. (with my lover!) |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
× I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... ) |
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| so long manhattan! |
[Jun. 20th, 2006|10:58 am] |
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we finally found our apartment!! tommy and i signed the lease last night, i have the keys in my purse, and i'm moving the hell out of my apt asap. yayyyyy!
it's beautiful, a bit of a trek to the train station, but like $6 cab ride to the train if it's late of whatnot. my room is HUGE, as is the living room, (which is actually gonna be tommy's room) and the kitchen is huge as well. we have space for a table and....the bathroom has a tub with a skylight in the ceiling! it's so awesome and i can't wait can't wait, can't wait to move on in!! my animals are getting their own room which is pretty fucking awesome as well. it's hot as hell seeing as how heat rises and all, but i couldn't be happier.
after i got back to manhattan, i met up with ipek and we tried finding a place to eat. i didn't get in till later and in ipek's words, "what the hell happened to the city that never sleeps!?" cause we had the HARDEST time finding a restaraunt...but finally found a diner that was awesome and we caught up and it was great. :)
then i went home to find out that my roommates had taken down my halloween decorations without asking or anything. so it's a very good thing that i'm leaving soon....cause i wrote a nasty note asking to either return them, or give me the $15 i spent on them. i'm aware that halloween ended a long time ago, but i'd rather look at a ghost in a graveyard than bare white hospital walls. ugh....i hope they enjoy life without all my things like....the 2 end tables, the microwave, some dishes....silverware. yeah. have fun bitches.
so excited to move the fuck out of there with my kitty and piggies and fishies! |
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[Jun. 6th, 2006|03:49 pm] |
If you were locked in a room with me for 24 hours, what would we be doing?
Re-post this in your journal to see what people would do with you.
:) |
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